So I participated in a Resident Assistant interview and workshop last night. The interview was cool, good questions, and the workshop was fun, if just a bit awkward at points. The thing is, once I left, I just ran out of energy, mentally and emotionally. I was dead on the water for the rest of the night. It was hard enough doing my homework before hand when I was nervous; then after I just couldn't function at all. I think it was the first time I ate ice cream to feel better. It made me sick so not doing that again.
And today I got an email back from a camp denying me a position with an interview. They were enthusiastic so I have no clue what happened. I'm still nervously waiting for word from another camp I spoke to, and awaiting news about the RA position. Not to mention I'm nervous that I am in no way prepared for China.
I'm just all nerves this week. This does not bode well for my work-ethic.
Thank God for Spring Break.
This is popcorn and euphemisms- where the words will (hopefully) leap down to your third stomach where you store all your feelings and fuel your future euphemisms. (or not hopefully :P)
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